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2023: November

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11/23/2023

Feeling: happy of friendship
Now Playing: Random playlist on YouTube with Diddy Kong Racing GIF that I keep listening to

*i take my school and i slam dunk it into the marbage gan*

It is(was at the time of writing I am going backwards in time) Ciel's birthday!! Yayyy!

We went to an aquarium to see some fish and there was this trout that was really going wild to see us. We were the only people who weren't staff there so it was really nice. Afterwards, we went and ate a bunch of sushi... there's this deep fried roll that is so yummy... It was really nice to just let go of my calorie counting for one meal. I don't think it was really possible for me to exceed my limits though : )

I think Ciel had a really fun day which is nice. Peep is at a big conference being EPIC and WIN... even though the conference sounds really, really annoying she is having fun and also I am proud that she is doing all this stuff like flying out to do it and managing all those people and the politics of it... I used to do that kind of thing but I could NEVER do it now.... hahaha...

Ciel gets to open her presents once J comes back cos we got her her big presents together. And I think she will really likey... > : )


Some quick updates since I last made a proper entry:
- I have lost 30 pounds (give or take)
- Ciel has visible muscles in her arms now and the STARt of abs (I'm jelly)
- J is doing all kinds of crazy professional stuff and volunteering at places
- I been completing a few VNS (Nekopara, Muv-Luv Alternative, Needy Streamer Overdose, working on Clannad)
- We are playing Final Fantasy 9 and it is AMAZING aighhhghghhhhhhgihhihogohohohohohojojojojojojo... we just got to Lindblum Castle
- I am getting Steam Deck for Christmas and I can't stop being excited about this. PlayStation 2 gaming with Retroachievements in my HANDS without having to be confined to my desk!!
- Finished season 2 of Yu-Gi-Oh! 5DS, I cannot recommend it enough
- Doing up Christmas cards for all mine friends if anyone wants one hit me up I will send you a card
- I got all my Christmas shopping done (minus two small things) which is great because that is SO stressful..
- Serena met up IRL with her GF and they really got along well and it made me so happy for them
- Made the Dean's list but doubt I will make it this semester because my English prof is a literal potbelly vampire goblin troll
- I have the coolest prof for one of my Christianity classes.... like prob the coolest prof in my entire school you could put entire departments together and they wouldn't be as smart as he is
- Wonderful friend bought me Corn Kidz 64 and I been playing it... it very good I recommend it and will be doing a review for it once I can clear it
- A lot of things got kinda screwed up in terms of my scheduling and free time cos my sister got sick and needed help and my mom was in town being very needy.........
- Idk if I mentioned it here but bison is my favorite food now. Also I love love love hot sauce now (i know wtf)
- I totally reorganized my room and redecorated it will post pics when it is done... i love it a lot now


Stuff is stressful and I feel really embarassed about a lot of things... school takes a lot out and working really hard on mastering myself like in terms of diet and working out is a struggle because I'm so anxious about EVERYTHING!!! But I'm really doing it : )
For a while I wasn't really seeing results but now I am starting to really notice it and that feels really good because it's finally real. So that's motivating for sure.

I finished my homework for today so now I gonna just totally be a vegetable for the rest of tonight........................................................ yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.....
um i will work on the website soon. eventually. also i am going to be writing fics but I'm doing goofy christmas crossover fics where i just place my favorite characters into a scene from each of my favorite christmas films. this will ease me back into it and be funny/simple.. so no pressure : )